Ahhhhhh. When I had my surgery last Thursday, I was told I would have the official results of the pathology report for my lymph node biopsy in 3 to 4 days. Seeing as this is the end of the fourth day, I called my surgeon's office and found out that my surgeon is at a conference and won't be back until Friday. I'm at my desk fighting back tears. This is bullshit. I know he said that my lymph nodes "looked good and clear" but I wanted my OFFICIAL results that confirmed this. I can hold it together for so long on a statement made by a surgeon for so long. I want facts, and I would love for results to come back to me when I was told they would.
But hey, it's cool, Dr. Methusala. What's two more days of waiting for confirmation of what stage my cancer is in? Also, I shouldn't be surprised of the extra couple of days since I had to wait TWO FUCKING HOURS at my first appointment just to hear I have cancer. Wait for results, wait for my surgery sites to heal, and then wait over a week just to get into see an oncologist. I don't know what's going to kill me first - cancer or my frustration.