I just received a call from my endocrinologist's office who just told me I needed to have the nodules on my thyroid biopsied. First, I already had one two months ago so it's frustrating when they don't listen to what you tell them. I did mention several times I already had a biopsy done. Second, I have fucking cancer. Unless this is life-threatening, my thyroid is just going to have to wait its turn.
Can't I just get a break? I mean, seriously. This is getting ridiculous. I want a break from going to doctors' visits all over the city. It's getting to me. I have a surgeon, a PCP and now I'm going to a medical oncologist next week. I wish I could live a semi-normal life as a cancer patient. I don't want to be a cancer patient with a weird thyroid problem, too.
Don't mistake this post as a cry for pity. This is just frustration, plain and simple.